i'm just gonna update short n fast . nikki's party was yesterday , it was pretty cool .. lots of people were there . last night i saw jackie since she left for florida this morning :'[ i miss her already . hmm clubbing at trndz thursday was okay too .. saw some random people . i don't wanna go to school tomorrow but when do i ever want to . monica's sleeping over this week yay i'm excited . uhm i'll write more later but here's some pictures from trndz n nikki's party :

^ jenn , ate jackie , stef , monica , xyra , and mee in front of trndz

^ at nikki's party in her room ( what happened to mia ! hehe :] )

^ grl racers reunited :] it's been a while guys ..

i don't know how to resize right :/ ok well that's it for now , more to come later :]

well it's been a while since i've written in here ! but my cool friend mike trillanes persuaded me to start writing in here again . well i'm home now , back in simi valley for the summer .. and it sucks ! >.< well i guess it's not that bad , but i much rather be in irvine .. i miss the dorms and i miss my friends . i miss the bestest roomie ever ann ! she's all the way in san diego . and freaking irene is all the way in the philippines ! ugh . that's ok .. as it says on my friend tan's profile : " all good things must come to an end " which is way true . but in the meantime before going back to uci for summer school session 2 , i'm taking summer school at moorpark college down where i live .. it sucks so much : i go MTWTh , 8-1:50 , starting yesterday ( june 20 ) up to august 02 . wtf ? how longgg is that ? ahhh >.< . we go super super slow , so it's really easy so i guess that's good .. but argh it's wayy too much school ! oh well it's what i get for doing bad during the school year :/ . damn i'm homeless next year .. i need to find a place to live noww ! everytime someone asks me " where are u living next year ? " and i say i don't know .. they always go " hurryy n find a place u might be homeless ! " that scares me >.< i need a place to liiivee .. hopefully all the roomies can all meet up to look for a place . but yea .. today after school i met up pam to eat sushi n kevin alfred n mia came too .. i love having talks with pam she totally understands me ! and yay she's moving to simi valley tomorrow whoo hoo ! :D

i miss my k-fam .. :'[

i miss irvine ..

i'm so torn ..

.. i wish things could go back to the way they were .

so i stayed in irvine the whole weekend so i could study for finals .. wasn't as productive as i thought i'd be =/ . but yea i still had funn here ! lemme re.cap :

[ friday , 12.03.04 ]

last day of class ! all i had to do was turn in my final paper .. so i woke up at 9 to do that .. then i drove to the valley once again so i could see my ally .. then we drove back to irvine n got here at like 6.ish . we went to south coast plaza and ate at corner bakery =] hehe ally likes it there . then we went back to uci n checked my mail .. i got my digi cam ! =] yay thank u parentals . but anyway at like 2 we got hungry and went to denny's n had some yummie food .. then went back , slept .. n the next day ally n ronne left ='[ .

[ saturday , 12.04.04 ]

my mom n dad came ! =] and .. they bought me n ann a present .. a mini christmas tree ! =] hehe it's so cute . they came n got me n we went to south coast yet again , ate at CPK .. then shopped around a little . then they took me back . at around 11 until about 2 i studied .. thanx ryan ! hehe then yea slept at 5:30 am for some reason =/ .

[ sunday , 12.05.04 ]

woke up at 3:30 , then me n ann went to church at 5 ! ( finals week , gotta pray to do good hehe ) chelle called me in the middle of mass .. little did we know that there was a mass on campus at 6:30 =/ . oh well . then we went to tapioca express n then back to the dorm . me n ann surprised rich with our cool posters that we made him n he sed we made him so happy awww yay ! happy 19th birthday rich ! =] hehe but yea anyway then i left again w/ joy ; we went to target to get some yummy chocolate and pringles and ooh i got ornaments n lights for the tree ! =] haha .. then we ate at the taco bell express n then dropped off a dvd at blockbuster then went back to the dorm . then me n ann decorated our tree =] . then around 11:30 .. all of us in jardin went to go start a tradition : we rolled down the big hill ! haha it was so much fun ! yay we have a cool RA and even cooler residents ! =] then around 12:30 we all came back and i showered cuz i was all yuckie from the grass n then i did my laundry and then i had a cleaning frenzy .. i cleaned our dorm .. so much dust .. and hair ! >.< eww . but yea it's like almost 6 am ( nocturnal right here ! ) so imma end this , but here are some pictures first !

^ me , rich , n ann .. yay happy birthday rich !

^ our christmas tree !! =]

^ me , ann , n our tree =] ( we had to photoshop it so the lights were visible haha )

^ jardin hall , 04-05

^ our RA jeff =]

^ tin n romeo ! =] gaybobheads

^ lol gaybob boys =D

^ me n ann getting ready to roll down the hill together !

^ kinda hesitating ..

^ ready !

^ rolling ! lol =]

^ aww yay that was funn ! =D

^ all messy n dirty - ann , me , tin , romeo , n phil =]

happie thanksgiving guys ! :] i am thankful for all my friends , they are the absolute greatest . that means everyone from grade school to high school to college .. and everyone else in between . i <3 u guys so much ! :] and i'm thankful for my mommy n daddy . they are the best parents in the world , they always want to make me happy , even if it means going out of their way .. i <3 u mom n dad :] . i can't wait 'til tomorrow .. biggest shopping day of the year ! whoooo .. i am SOO ready :D .

my incredible kasama fam :] they're the best ! <3 u guys :]